What does it mean to be happy? To go through life doing everything you’ve been told you want to do? To actually understand who you are? Or following your heart? Everyone’s idea of being happy is different. I am still trying to find my own way of being happy. Wallowing in my past of course only makes it worse, but it’s what I’ve been doing for so long. I want a change in my life, but I’m not sure how to go about it. I should try and become healthier, start doing things that actually let me feel better than sitting behind a computer screen watching everyone be happy or understand their lives better than mine. Pretty pictures only make you feel good until the numbness goes away, which is a point I’ve hit. So if I’m not on very much I’m trying to get my life in order, make it something I actually want to live. I’m starting to learn that tumblr helps my depression along, it doesn’t make it any better. I have made, and lost some friends along the way on here and I have also gained some good tips to get through life. I’m not saying goodbye, I’m just saying I need to take a break from hiding behind something that has numbed me for 5 years, it’s time to understand and feel my life.
it infuriates me when people tell me “lifes too short to not forgive people!” like NO lifes too short for me to continually allow abusive and manipulative behavior in my life and live in a constant state of anxiety bc I want to be “nice” or whatever
Behold my new life motto
Red? I think it’s red.
I basically did this once and it’s how I got pink eye.
I can’t tell if you’re making a pun or if you’re telling an actual story.
Either way, I’m still laughing.
Rest in Peace, Robin Williams.
July 21st, 1951 - August 11th, 2014
Thank you for bringing joy into my childhood and life with your voice and acting. Thank you for your contagious jokes, your wacky impersonations, and amazing acting. Thank you for making my childhood experience better, and thank you for bringing joy to those even though you battled with your own joy. If only you could have known how much you’ve impacted people. Your life work will live on, and you will never be forgotten. I know I won’t forget you. Thank you for helping me whenever I felt sad and having a film for every mood. Gone, but never forgotten.
It breaks my heart. Robin Williams was a great man who made so many people happy. To find out that we are more a like than I realized makes my chest ache. Such a great and wonderful person who turns to self-harm to make them feel better about their situation, to take out their anger not only with the world but with themselves on their skin. Self-harm and depression are two very close friends of mine and I hate thinking that someone I looked up to went through the same thing I did. It bothers me that he hated himself as much as I hate myself. It’s really devastating.. I hope he rests in peace and that I get to meet him some day so I can shake his hand, give him a hug and make sure he knows that he made millions upon millions of people happy and he is truly missed.
do you ever just get up from your computer to walk aimlessly around your house only to sit back down in front of the computer again
I pointlessly open the fridge too.
sometimes i just stand in the middle of the living room and look lost.
Why am I in the bathroom
Just one giant Sims game
if a u can see a someone’s bra through their shirt do you care. like do u really care. it’s probably a hecka cute bra right and i bet they spent like 20 dollars on that bra. maybe even 30 dollars idk. don’t shun the bra appreciate the bra
It’s underwear. It’s not supposed to be seen
you have found heaven for everyone
Despite all our differences I think we can all agree on one thing
Robin Williams was a fucking gift to humanity
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